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Intro
01:42
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2. |
Injury
01:19
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My pain is done and I'm ready to be buried
Lay me down to rot prepare my casket to be carried
Dig this ditch for all my friends to fucking see
Put me in my grave for eternal sleep
Now forget me with each passing day
Delete my existence it's better that way
Never a good memory served
All I ever brought to my friends was hurt
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Burden
02:44
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Hit the bottom harder than ever before
Mental abuse but I want more
I'm just another hole in the ground
A burden I fell into and now can't climb out
Young , angry, filled with sin
Put my aggression in a warzone and I swear I'll win
Darkness spawned, I can't get let go of this hate
I'd choose a different life but the bottom is my fate
There's peace in death I could not find in life
There's a war in my head with my mental strife
I've sighed for a year straight
Is this bad luck or is this just fate?
Self loathed and filled with despair
Put a gun to my head I don't care
This anger barely keeps me alive
Been pushed by many now I'm dead inside
You know it's been so long since I've felt this way
I'm riddled , with fear, and in a state of decay
My soul is not what it used to be
It's now wholly filled with negativity
The earth under my feet shakes as I walk
I want to be pure but the rage never stops
This fucked up life is as good as it gets
No last goodbyes as I embrace Death
Darkness spawned, can't get let go of this hate
I'd choose a different life but the bottom is my fate
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Sink
01:24
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I've lost the reflection of who I used to be
All I am is negativity
I haven't kept my head on straight
How can I get out of this place
Calloused. Beaten. My mind is wearing thin
Shrouded. In evil. I'm rotting in my skin
I will never be at peace with myself
I'm at war with my mental health
I spend my time in solitude
There's enough room for me and you
Calloused. Beaten. My mind is wearing thin
Shrouded. In evil. I'm rotting in my skin
I'm done with this
Suicide. Is the way out.
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I fall short on everything I do
I've failed myself, and I've failed you
Tortured with self mistrust
The instability of negative lust
Alienation of my friends
I'm at the bottom yet again
I've been here for so long
I'm waiting for life to be done
Uncapped anger
Never in control
Split personality
That keeps digging holes
If I wasn't so meager
Maybe I'd be ok
I'm a trainwreck of injury
With no communication to relay
Talking don't help
And neither do you
So when I go silent, that's when you take a clue
I'll do something If I must
But I know my temper is the only thing I can trust
I'm taking a swing at the world
Fuck what 've been told
I've burned every bridge
I've grown old and cold
Step into my shoes
Fight with myself and lose
I'm always losing ground
No way out
No way to sleep sound
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6. |
De_stroyed
01:39
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Dwell
02:38
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The mental state of my mind
It's getting worse with passing of time
I've been locked down and held
To my fucking knees
Life's a sick game and I'm here to lose
Chains around my neck dictate what I do
Accepted that this life was not meant for me
A hard heart is all I know
And my life has nothing to show
They say healing takes some time
But I fall back to the darkness in my mind
The mental state of my mind
It's getting worse with passing of time
I've been locked down and held
To my fucking knees
Life's a sick game and I'm here to lose
Chains around my neck dictate what I do
Accepted that this life was not meant for me
I'm hungry with hate, but empty inside
I'd consume the world, but by these chains I abide
Put the scythe to my throat
I'm done with this world
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8. |
VIII
01:18
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9. |
Parasite
02:14
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Where do your loyalties lie
Cause I know you're not with me
I've helped you out so many times
But all our friends were blind to see
That you were a parasite
An addict with no integrity
You took until you had your fill
Undermine the ones closest to me
I'm just so sick of it all
Nothing is now what it seems
I tried to help with what i could
But you turned my friends now against me
And when you where fucking exposed
I had every right to put you down
But i stayed back and kept in check
Because i knew you were losing your crown
And now you're fucking done
Put away with your disease
Even your father gave up on his son
And the rest of your life will be spent on your knees
I hope you drown in your fucking contempt
You tried to make your gains
And then you fucking quit
You crossed the line between friend and foe
And when it happened your true colors showed
Your lies built and unsustainable bridge
And when you walked across, you fell off the edge
We went to war and you fucking lost
I wont lose my friends
At any cost
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Sunken Eyes
02:18
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Sunken eyes, I've met my demise
I can see rock bottom, and it's no surprise
If I never wake up again I wouldn't care
Just put me under and end my despair
My shoes on tight, but my head is spinning
I'm downed again, you gotta be kidding
Relief of pain, Reaper do my bidding
What has become of this life?
Laid to rest, life was put to the test
To survive my wrath, no there's only death
My heart has been stomped out of me
There's no remorse no empathy
Unchain my mind I need to be free
Distorted my will to feel
I'm already past sick I'm fucking ill
When will this stop? I'm on my knees
Sunken eyes, I've met my demise
I can see rock bottom, and it's no surprise
If I never wake up again I wouldn't care
Just put me under and end my despair
My shoes on tight, but my head is spinning
I'm downed again, you gotta be kidding
Relief of pain, Reaper do my bidding
What has become of this life?
Misguided fucking intentions
Seething envy, and hard interventions
I haven't found my place
But I know it's at the bottom cause I'm a disgrace
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11. |
Unmatched Aggression
02:02
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I am a plague
To myself set to drown in failure
This broken soul
No hope for the world yet life's so cold
Frame of mind, turned to shit I'm done fighting for life
Time fucking served. I'm over this and the ones I've hurt
Life isn't as easy as it seems
"A fucking failure is all you're gonna be"
My mind prepares now to cease
Conscious clean but these people are fucking disease
Negativity now gets the best of me
I'll never feel at ease
I am a plague
To myself set to drown in failure
This broken soul
No hope for the world yet life's so cold
Frame of mind, turned to shit I'm done fighting for life
Time fucking served. I'm over this and the ones I've hurt
Unmatched Aggression: I've found my place
Sink in depression: You can't relate
I want to destroy everything
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Your'e just one of my demons
Who hasn't seemed to leave
I'm getting sick and tired of your presence
I'll never be what you want me to be
And now you've left these scars, across my skin
And now you've left my life, I never win
This is the most angry I've been
I'm always afraid that I'll relapse again
So cut all ties, with all my friends
These demons inside, control my head
I tried to reach out
But I'm dead inside
That's just what happens
In the game we call life
One day your'e fine
And the next your'e not
Now this gun to my head is all I got
I was never taught to control my rage
Count to ten still doesn't work to this day
And now I'm left with pain
That doesn't seem to subside
Sludge in my lungs, war in my mind
Anger fills my head
And now I'm seeing red
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