Hit the bottom harder than ever before
Mental abuse but I want more
I'm just another hole in the ground
A burden I fell into and now can't climb out
Young , angry, filled with sin
Put my aggression in a warzone and I swear I'll win
Darkness spawned, I can't get let go of this hate
I'd choose a different life but the bottom is my fate
There's peace in death I could not find in life
There's a war in my head with my mental strife
I've sighed for a year straight
Is this bad luck or is this just fate?
Self loathed and filled with despair
Put a gun to my head I don't care
This anger barely keeps me alive
Been pushed by many now I'm dead inside
You know it's been so long since I've felt this way
I'm riddled , with fear, and in a state of decay
My soul is not what it used to be
It's now wholly filled with negativity
The earth under my feet shakes as I walk
I want to be pure but the rage never stops
This fucked up life is as good as it gets
No last goodbyes as I embrace Death
Darkness spawned, can't get let go of this hate
I'd choose a different life but the bottom is my fate
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023