I fall short on everything I do
I've failed myself, and I've failed you
Tortured with self mistrust
The instability of negative lust
Alienation of my friends
I'm at the bottom yet again
I've been here for so long
I'm waiting for life to be done
Uncapped anger
Never in control
Split personality
That keeps digging holes
If I wasn't so meager
Maybe I'd be ok
I'm a trainwreck of injury
With no communication to relay
Talking don't help
And neither do you
So when I go silent, that's when you take a clue
I'll do something If I must
But I know my temper is the only thing I can trust
I'm taking a swing at the world
Fuck what 've been told
I've burned every bridge
I've grown old and cold
Step into my shoes
Fight with myself and lose
I'm always losing ground
No way out
No way to sleep sound
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023