Your'e just one of my demons
Who hasn't seemed to leave
I'm getting sick and tired of your presence
I'll never be what you want me to be
And now you've left these scars, across my skin
And now you've left my life, I never win
This is the most angry I've been
I'm always afraid that I'll relapse again
So cut all ties, with all my friends
These demons inside, control my head
I tried to reach out
But I'm dead inside
That's just what happens
In the game we call life
One day your'e fine
And the next your'e not
Now this gun to my head is all I got
I was never taught to control my rage
Count to ten still doesn't work to this day
And now I'm left with pain
That doesn't seem to subside
Sludge in my lungs, war in my mind
Anger fills my head
And now I'm seeing red
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023